Oh Dear

Well, we are starting a cleanse on Tuesday or Wednesday so we took it upon ourselves to be bad 😦

We DEFINITELY did not follow clean, Paleo eating.  So now we have more to lose.  I don’t understand how or why I want to lose weight, but I don’t have the burning disgust that I should have to do it with.  I’m sure it is a combination of food addiction, laziness and a bit of bi-polar.

I haven’t been working out due to dumb headaches…so I still have week 2 workout 3 to do in Couch 2 5K.  I’m going to get back at it tomorrow with my love.  

I went to my FAVORITE grocery store (Sprouts!!!) and stocked up on things we will make that are yummy and clean.  Tonight I’m doing big batch “Paleo Uggas” which are clean chicken nuggets and sweet potato fries so I can have lunch tomorrow and my love will have some great dinner at work.  I always feel better when I eat better but WHY DON’T I JUST KEEP AT IT?!!?!?!?!?  I’m annoyed with myself that I have such a weakness for bad food.  We have so many ways to clean up bad food and make it healthier, but the fattening stuff just taunts me.  DAMN IT!!!  

Anyway I’m done babbling about my lapses in judgement…and now to move on from them.

I have been drinking a ton of water to flush my system out…I’m making healthy choices from here on.  It’s going to be a healthy, happy year!!!  It’s the 1st week of January and I am way too blessed to be stressed!  I’m not going to worry about things that I cannot change now.  We will be better for our lapse now that we got it out of our systems 🙂

I feel like saying tomorrow I’ll be good and work out…then tomorrow comes and I’ll feel like crap and say tomorrow again…

I WILL workout tomorrow and be awesome and start Winning The Day!!!